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Monday, February 12, 2018

From Bondage to the Biblical Jesus: The Radical Transformation of an Ex-Jehovah's Witness

 Ex - Jehovah's Witness Bryan Jones Testimony


I was sitting on the back porch watching the clouds roll in over the pines, sipping on a fresh cup of coffee. There is something about a quiet morning that makes you reflect on the sheer weight of spiritual blindness. You know, many people wake up every single day, put on their shoes, and walk through their lives completely unaware that they are living behind a veil. They are in bondage, trapped in systems of "religion" that offer rules but no power, and they don't even know it. It reminds me of what the Apostle Paul wrote: In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them. (2 Corinthians 4:4 KJV).

If you have followed my work at ConradRocks.net, you know that my heartbeat is for you to have a personal, supernatural, spiritual relationship with the biblical Jesus. Not a religion, not a checklist, but an encounter. Recently, I had the privilege of interviewing a brother named Bryan Jones from Cave Ministries. Bryan was raised inside the world of the Jehovah's Witnesses (JW), a world where you are taught from the age of three to knock on doors and defend a doctrine, yet you are strictly forbidden from experiencing the actual presence of the Holy Spirit.

The pain point for many of my listeners and readers is a sense of spiritual dryness or the fear that they are missing the "real" thing. You might be following all the rules, but your heart feels like a desert. You see others talking about the "supernatural" or "prophetic" experiences, and you wonder if it is even for you. Bryan lived that agitation for sixteen years. He was "on the inside," yet he was totally in the dark.

In this post, I want to take you through Bryan's radical journey—from the trauma of the Kingdom Hall to a "Damascus Road" encounter that changed everything. We are going to explore how one moment with the Holy Spirit can do more than a lifetime of theological arguments. If you have been searching for that "more," or if you have been wounded by high-control religious groups, there is a solution. It isn't found in a better argument; it is found in the power of the Living God.

The Shadow of the Kingdom Hall

Imagine being four years old. Instead of dreaming about birthday cake or the wonder of a Christmas you are being trained. You are handed a bag of magazines and told to knock on the doors of strangers to tell them that their way of life is paganistic and wrong. This was Bryan's reality. He grew up in a loving home—he is very quick to point out that his parents were great people—but they were people under a spell. They believed they were the only ones who had the truth, yet that "truth" came with a heavy price of isolation.

Bryan shared a scene with me that really highlights the pressure these kids are under. He remembered being in school, listening to the other children brag about their Christmas presents. To fit in, to feel some semblance of normalcy, he would lie. He would tell his classmates he got this or that toy, just so he wouldn't be the "weird" kid in the corner. It is a heartbreaking image: a child caught between the rigid requirements of a religion that forbids "pagan" celebrations and the natural human desire for joy and community.

But the shadow went deeper than just missing birthdays. Bryan opened up about a dark secret he carried for years. He was molested three times inside the Kingdom Hall by three different people. When you are in a system that views itself as the only righteous government on earth, there is often a tendency to handle things "internally" to avoid bringing reproach on the organization. This "secret" culture left a young boy feeling dirty and responsible for things that were never his fault. It is a stark reminder that religion without the transforming power of the Holy Spirit can become a breeding ground for hidden darkness.

The Infecting Influence

By the time Bryan was fifteen, he was already showing signs of the soul-wounds he had sustained. He did things "every fifteen-year-old does," as he put it, but in the world of the JW, this wasn't just growing pains—it was a moral crisis. He was brought before a group of elders. Now, Bryan wasn't baptized yet, so they couldn't officially "disfellowship" him, but they did something that stung just as bad.

They sat him down and told him he could still come to the Kingdom Hall and sit with his parents, but he was strictly forbidden from speaking to any of the other youth. The reason they gave? They didn't want him to "infect" the others. Can you imagine the weight of that word? Infect. To tell a teenager that he is a spiritual virus is the opposite of the Gospel. Jesus didn't stay away from the "infected"; He touched the leper. He healed the broken.

When a religion focuses on protecting its own image rather than healing its members, it has lost the heart of the Biblical Jesus. This rejection pushed Bryan into a tailspin. He left the church and spent the next several years lost in a haze of crack cocaine, shooting dope, and living the wild life of a club musician. He was running from the pain of a "truth" that had no love.

The March 17th Encounter

Years passed, and Bryan was a shell of a man. But God has a way of using the persistent. A friend named Hank kept pestering him about Jesus. Not the JW "Jesus" who was a prophet or Michael the Archangel, but the Living Jesus. Bryan, with his long hair and his cynical heart, finally agreed to go to an Assembly of God church on March 17, 1991.

I want you to picture this scene because it is where the supernatural breaks through the mundane. It was a cloudy, rainy day. Bryan walked into that church with hair down to his waist, soaking wet from the rain. He sat on the back row, probably looking for the nearest exit. The preacher got up and started pointing. His sermon wasn't on "theocratic order" or 1914 prophecy—it was on sex, drugs, and rock and roll.

Bryan told me that the preacher’s finger looked ten feet long, and it felt like it was pressed right against the end of his nose. Suddenly, the "composition" he had been taught to keep in the Kingdom Hall shattered. He started trembling. He started crying uncontrollably. This wasn't a logical response to an argument; it was a physical reaction to the manifest presence of God.

He tried to run. He literally stood up to bolt out of the church because he didn't understand what was happening to him. But God had other plans. An hour and a half later, he "woke up" at the altar. He had no memory of how he got there. People were praying over him, casting things out of him, and he was, in his words, "drunk in the Holy Ghost." He left that building a completely different creature.

Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. (2 Corinthians 5:17 KJV).

The Power of the Spirit vs. The Wisdom of Men

One of the most profound things Bryan and I discussed was the contrast between the JW focus on arguments and the Christian focus on encounters. Jehovah's Witnesses are often very well-versed in their version of the Bible. They have their talking points ready. But Paul warns us about relying solely on intellect: And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power: That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God. (1 Corinthians 2:4-5 KJV).

Bryan shared a hilarious story about a time after he was born again. His dad and a few other JW brothers came over to "corner" him. They wanted to talk sense into him, likely to prove that his "experience" was demonic. Bryan knew what was coming. He looked at them and said, "Okay, we can talk, but let's pray first."

In the JW world, prayer is very formal. But Bryan didn't give them a formal prayer. He grabbed their hands—which they don't do—and he just started "letting it rip" in the Spirit. He began praying in tongues, calling on the name of Jesus with the fire of the Holy Ghost. He said they didn't know what to do with that! He finished his prayer, let go of their hands, and said, "I'll see y'all later!"

He didn't need to win the argument. He had the encounter. As I often say, a man with an experience can fend off a thousand people with an argument. This is the theme I explore deeply in my book, OPEN YOUR EYES: MY SUPERNATURAL JOURNEY. When your eyes are opened to the spiritual realm, the "wisdom" of the world just looks like foolishness.

Personal Reflections

Listening to Bryan's story made me think about my own journey and the times I've encountered people stuck in these high-control systems. It is so easy to get frustrated with their circular logic or their refusal to see what seems so obvious in the bible. But Jesus corrected me long ago: it isn't about the logic; it's about the scales on the eyes.

I’ve had moments where I tried to "win" the debate, and all it did was build a wall. But when we pray for an encounter, the wall crumbles. Bryan’s dad, for example, spent decades in the organization. But on his deathbed, suffering from dementia and unable to speak, the Holy Spirit moved. Bryan whispered in his ear that Jesus loved him and asked for a sign. His dad squeezed his hand, a tear rolled down his face, and he cried out, "Thank you, thank you, thank you!"

That moment in a hospital room did what sixteen years of Kingdom Hall meetings couldn't do. It brought a soul to the Savior. It reminded me that we must never stop being "agents of encounter." Whether I'm writing on ConradRocks.net or podcasting, my goal isn't to give you more information to store in your head. I want you to have the same "drunk in the Spirit" moment Bryan had, where the heavy chains of religion just fall off because they can't handle the weight of the Glory.

Biblical References

The core of the issue with groups like the Jehovah's Witnesses often comes down to the nature of Jesus. Bryan mentioned how their doctrine seems to shift—at one point calling Jesus a prophet, then Michael the Archangel, then a "little g" god in their translation of John 1:1. But the Bible is clear about His deity.

In the KJV, we see the prophecy of His coming: For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. (Isaiah 9:6 KJV).

Notice that "The mighty God" is capitalized. There is no "little g" in the true nature of Christ. Furthermore, Jesus told Nicodemus the most essential truth that these organizations often miss or redefine: Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. (John 3:3 KJV).

To "see" the kingdom requires a spiritual birth. You can't just study your way into it. You can't just knock on enough doors to earn it. It is a supernatural transaction. Bryan had to be "born again" to finally see the light that had been right in front of him all along.

Key Takeaways

  • Experience Outweighs Argument: You can debate theology for years, but one encounter with the Holy Spirit can change a heart in seconds.
  • Religion Can Be a Mask for Trauma: High-control groups often prioritize their reputation over the safety and healing of their members.
  • The True Jesus is the "Mighty God": The Biblical Jesus is not just a prophet or an angel; He is the Savior who requires us to be born again.
  • Prayer is a Powerful Weapon: When faced with religious opposition, inviting the presence of God through prayer can break the atmosphere of contention.
  • God is Faithful to the End: Even on a deathbed, the Holy Spirit can break through years of indoctrination and dementia to save a soul.

Conclusion and Call to Action

Bryan Jones went from a traumatized teenager labeled as an "infection" to a radical pastor leading others into the presence of God at Cave Ministries. His story is a testament to the fact that no one is too far gone, and no religious system is too strong for the Holy Spirit to penetrate.

If you feel like you are walking in a fog, or if you have been wounded by a church or a cult, I want you to know that the Biblical Jesus is looking for you. He isn't looking for your magazines or your "theocratic order." He is looking for your heart.

If this story touched you, I encourage you to dig deeper into the supernatural life. Please share this post with someone who might be struggling with religious bondage. Let’s help open some eyes today! Don't forget to subscribe to the podcast and leave a comment below—I’d love to hear about your own "Damascus Road" moment.

Action Items

  • Pray for an Encounter: Stop asking for more "information" and start asking God for a "demonstration of Spirit and power" in your daily life.
  • Examine Your Foundation: Are you relying on the "wisdom of men" or a personal relationship with the Biblical Jesus? Read John chapter 3 and meditate on what it means to be born again.
  • Release the Shame: If you have been part of a high-control group, realize that the "labels" they put on you (like being "infected") are not from God. Seek healing for those old wounds.
  • Be a Persistent Friend: Like Hank was for Bryan, keep pointing your friends toward the real Jesus, even if they seem stuck in their ways.
  • Visit ConradRocks.net: Explore the archives for more teachings on how to "dig deeper and go higher" in your spiritual walk.

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