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Overcoming Feelings of Abandonment by God: A Personal Journey

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Feeling Abandoned by God: A Temporary Setback As a Christian, there have been times when I've allowed circumstances to cloud my perspective, leading me to feel as though God had abandoned me. One such instance occurred after recovering from a debilitating bout of flu. Despite regaining my physical health, I found myself plagued by fatigue, lethargy, and a barrage of negative thoughts. In this weakened state, I started fixating on the perceived shortcomings in my life – the lack of energy, the absence of retirement savings, and the unfulfilled promises. It felt as though God had taken a vacation from me, leaving me to grapple with these challenges alone. However, upon reflection, I realized that this was merely a temporary setback, a faithless and childish fit, as I had forgotten the fundamental truths of our Christian walk. Trials and Tribulations: God's School for Overcoming As Christians, we are not exempt from trials and tribulations. In fact, these challenges serve as our v...

The Power of Influence: Money, Love, or Faith?

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What has the most influence? Yesterday, I found myself pondering a simple yet profound question, "What holds more sway over our actions - money or love?" As someone who has experienced the highs and lows of both, I've had my fair share of moments that I'm not particularly proud of. But haven't we all? This introspection was sparked by an encounter at the mall. A young woman, working in an open booth, wore an expression of defeat. It was clear she didn't want to be there, but necessity demanded her presence. In that moment, I realized she had compromised her values for the sake of financial gain. This isn't an isolated incident. Many people enter industries like sex work or drug trafficking due to financial desperation, becoming numb to their values and prioritizing the pursuit of wealth. The teachings from Sunday school are often overshadowed by more immediate needs or desires. But what about love? During a recent trip to Target, I noticed the women around...

Christians Getting Sick - My Reflections While Battling the Flu

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I am recovering right now As I write this, I'm hopefully on the mend after fighting a nasty bout of the flu. However, this flu brought along some additional illnesses that I've had to contend with as well. Fever-Induced Forgetfulness When you have a fever, you tend to do some silly things. For example, I've been writing down my medication times on a dry erase board on the fridge. But then I'll get out of bed to check what's next for medicine, only to be hit with a coughing fit or forget why I even went into the kitchen in the first place! The delirium is real. Blogging Through Sickness Despite feeling awful, I'm experiencing blogging withdrawal and feel compelled to share an update from this delirious dimension I've been inhabiting. Of course, being sick also has me pondering a few things: The Cost of Free Healthcare Part of me wishes healthcare was free for all. But that's a loaded issue – how can healthcare truly be free when someone has to pay for it?...